There used to be a time when I’d lose sleep, give no care about anything but you…

but that was when I felt it was deserving, I was wanted. Not sloppy seconds. Not the late night call after everything is done, said, transpired.

Not anymore.

Some say I should be happy because I’m “the last person he talks to at night” psssh! I don’t know how good of advice that could possibly be, seeing as the people telling me aren’t in the best relationship now or single.

Not anymore.

Maybe they’re right, maybe they’re wrong but I keep piece of mind by not fretting the issue anymore.

At the end of the day, what God wants for me will ultimately transpire in due time. Maybe finally letting go is the best decision I’ve made thus far, instead of fighting it. Ultimately, true love conquers all.

One of my favorites below. I’ve learned too much from it:

1 Corinthians 13:4-8  Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.  Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.

As stated above, like many things, knowledge & youth shall pass away but love never ends.

Think with your heart, not your mind because the mind over-analyzes and is too harsh in light of current society’s morbid thinking, whereas the heart is genuine & true. 

You can only tell the heart to beat along to the same tune as your mind but deep down inside it won’t work & you heart will disagree. I’m a lover, not a fighter but will fight in terms of love and my heart. Judge me if you may but love is more powerful than hate.